Monday, August 29, 2005

It's been awhile.

Went to school to train today.
Back... Hmm... Wasn't too good I'd say.
I think I really deproved by so much... That it's kind of disgusting me out.
Sad... :(
-sigh-

Things not been going too well.
My injured ankle is still... Pretty much injured.
Wonder when will I be able to run again?
Cough's getting better though.
All thanks to Karen's Clarinase!
It's damn good! :D
By the way, I can't swim either cause I'm having my period.
What a good way to start the three week break.
It's the best time to train! :(

Dawn talked to me about some stuff last night.
Hmm... I don't know.
My mind's in a whirl.

-sigh-
So how?
Can't run, can't swim?
What do I do man?
Gym wasn't good either today.
It just felt... Wrong.
I think I really need to start from scratch.
Guess... I'll not get support.
Easier that way? Maybe.

Oh well.
Shall go study for TPHM test on Wednesday.
And erm... Scan through practical book for the test tomorrow.

Laters... When I'm feeling better.
Feeling super fucked up now.
Everything's so fucked up.
So... You get the hint, stay away.

It just gets bitter and bitter each day.

Friday, August 19, 2005

Oh God.
I feel like just ripping out my throat now?!
Bloody fuck.
I've been drinking water like nobody's business...
But I'm still coughing like nobody's business?
It's so fucking irritating!

Got to head for work soon.
Though I really want to just sleep and rest now.
Feel so sick. :(
But arg. Can't.

Alrights. Off to work.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

God damn it.
It's been a week since I went back for training...
Everything was okay initially, or so I thought it was.
Was feeling rather good to be back.
But bloody hell my body's not co-operating.
The cough's still there, but not very significant I think?
It only comes occasionally... Especially when I'm about to sleep.
So it's still manageable.

However, I managed to bust my stupid left ankle yesterday. :/
I really don't know what happened!
It was okay during campus run... Only starting to hurt a little halfway through.
Can't possibly stop running cause I can still go on.
And so I did.
Everything was still fine... Hurts a little but I could still walk at least.
Did sprintings.
It was still okay, instead it was the cough that was bugging me.
But nevertheless, still okay.
It was only after pool rowing when I got up... All the pain came.
When I reached home, the pain worsened. :(
Mum rubbed it for me already... But it isn't working.
Woke up this morning and what the hell it hurt more than yesterday.
And now I think my ankle looks a bit swollen.
Gah. Going to the sinseh later.

To add onto the pain, I just had one of the best trainings yesterday?!
The warm up push ups was rather good!
I managed to do the standard style throughout the whole thing. :D
And the run was good too!
With Adeline competing with me during the last stretch.
Totally great feeling.
Haven't felt so high while running for quite some time already.
Hahaha.
So... I hope my ankle recovers after seeing the sinseh.
There's training tomorrow! Arg!
Shall see.
Hopefully he won't wrap my leg up or I'll be damn sad. :(

Damn it I've got loads of work to do!
Got to finish the stupid laboratory worksheet tonight.
And also try to do as much as possible regarding the ENV project report.
I'm hoping to complete the damn report by this week.
Got to enquire about the EMAT report too! I want to get over and done with it!
Will be joining Peishan's class for practical tomorrow.
Can't make it next Tuesday.
Think I better start doing my tutorials.
Common Test 2's coming up pretty soon!
Arg. Not enough time. :(

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Woah it's been ages.
Wasn't in the mood to write in here for the past few days or was it weeks?
-shrugs-
And now... I don't feel like writing anymore. :/

Okay I decided to edit this entry and continue writing.
Dinner with Karen, Gracie and Yvonne!
Sushi Tei China Square. :D
Didn't eat much cause there's only four of us...
Main course was pretty filling too.

Loads of laughter... Loads.
Yvonne was crazy!
They were trying to avoid some of my questions...
Then she started pretending to be doing her project. -does the using laptop action-
Without the laptop there mind you.
After which she pretended to be using the phone along with Gracie.
Karen kept herself busy by pretending to read the menu.
-_-" Tsk. Thanks ah thanks. Haha.
Yvonne that cracker then started questioning me about blah blah blah.
And then started using her calculator to calculate the age of blah blah blah?!
Damn lame!
Like... 'Do you prefer long hair or short hair?'
'Doesn't matter...'
'Okay... To the power of 2... -starts keying in-'
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
What an extraordinary and cool calculator you have. -_-"
I laughed so much till my throat hurt.

Chilled out at Color after dinner.
The boss treated us to four types of Vodka Kruskas.
Peach, pineapple, cherry and water melon.
Mm... I've decided that I really do not like alcohol.
Vile. :(
Especially Vodka. Bleah.
Hung around and head for home.

Ah. Enjoyed myself.
I think I haven't laughed so much in such a long while.

ACEP quiz this Friday.
I'm so doomed.
Bleah.
And I've been slacking more than usual. :(
Blah... Why can't I just be a good student?!

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Just took a drive round the estate again.
This time with Eunice too.
Drove a few rounds here and there.
Found some new routes! Not main road of course.
At least it isn't that boring anymore. :)
I think I improved quite a lot!
Rather smooth and I can turn pretty well I think. :P
Eunice is horrible though. -_-"
Almost mounted the curb a few times...
Dad only allowed her to drive one round.

Ah. Can't wait to get my license and actually drive around!
Basic Theory at the end of this month. :D
Jerrold's taking with me too! Woohoo!
However, it falls on a Tuesday morning.
Got to skip practical. Hmm...
Think I'll tell the teacher before hand and see if I can make-up for it earlier.
Maybe join Peishan's class or something.
After Basic Theory I'll go sign up for practical.
During the course of practical I'll go sign up for Final Theory.
It's better this way cause at least I don't have to waste time waiting for the test date.

Back to work this week!
Work = $$ = Shopping! :D
Working this Friday after school and Sunday full shift.
Hopefully I'll be able to work every week from now on.
Kind of miss some of the people there and of course, the *kaching*!
Note - It's some of the people.
Definitely the old staff I used to work with. :)
They're going to Sentosa this Sunday to play though... While I'll be at work.
Boo. Can't go... I need the money.
Sorry guys! Some other time ya?
Aiming to get a Crumpler bag soon! Hoho.
Been aiming it for so long already... And my current bag's in a sorry state now.
Actually... I think I should just ask Mum.
Hmm... Shall see.
Gahhh. I want a new phone!
Okay actually it's not very important currently.
The bag's more important.
Still! The new Samsung 730 looks nice!
It's black! :D
I've decided to choose 730 over the 500. Heh.
I might change my mind though.
Aish... Wait till Mum decides to actually get me the phone. Grr.

Guess today's officially the last day I'm going to have dinner with the family this week.
It's back to training tomorrow. -groans-
Just when I was starting to think family life's pretty good.
And that I've been able to complete quite a lot of stuff I've been wanting to do lately.
Oh well.
Don't think. Just train. -starts tearing-
And the fact that it's NAPFA tomorrow isn't helping, hello! :(
Let me just die.

Okay somehow I just ran out of things to type.
There was so much just now. Hmmm...