Thursday, June 30, 2005

Woah it's been quite some time.
Was too lazy to blog and urh... Caught up with lots of stuff.
Like Minesweeper... MSN Solitaire Showdown... Spider Solitaire... Yada yada.
Okay, school work maybe. :X

Today I was browsing through this Mercedes Benz brochure I found on the table.
Initially I thought that woah... They went to see cars for fun.
Sometimes they'd go see show houses for fun too you see.
But when Dad got home, he was like 'The car is nice right?'
Okay! Apparently they're going to change the car?!
And like... I was the last to know. Very late too.
The whole family even went to see the car already, except for me of course.
I was kind of caught dumbfounded to comment much...
I didn't even know we finished paying for the house till today?!
Gah. I'm not exactly up for that idea though...
Cause well, we just finished paying for the house.
Was thinking that hey, we can have a relaxing time ahead of us.
Our car's not in bad shape too... It's an old Mercedes Benz E200.
He wants to get the E240.
And urh getting a new car means we'd have to fork out the money all over again! :(
Guess he'll still be getting the car though.
Dad was telling me that that's probably the last time he's going to get a new car since he's getting on in age.
He seemed so excited.
Oh well. As long as he's happy. :)
The car's pretty impressive too by the way. :P

Attempted Chapter 2 of ACEP.
Stuck at the second question. Bleah.
Think I'll go ask my classmates tomorrow or something.
I hate it when I get stuck!
It's like... I'm so bent on getting my tutorial done and yet shit happens.
Finished my part for the practical report required too.
Let's see what do I have left...
EMAT report which I'm still waiting for my group mates to hand over their part.
IS presentation which we would be doing as a group next Monday.
TPHM research for the project... This I got to enquire more from Minghui tomorrow.
Compilation of the practical report mentioned earlier, still waiting for group mates to hand over their part.
Tonnes of tutorials.
Damn. I'm more worried for the tutorials part.
Why did I have to get stuck today! :(

Bleah... Guess I'll just have to take things at a time.
Shall attempt more tutorial questions this weekend, hopefully.
Then again I doubt I would.
The race is this weekend.
Can't wait for everything to be over.
I need my life back.

Off I go to bed.
Might write in again tomorrow.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

-groans- I skipped my ENV lecture as usual. :(
When I woke up it was already 8AM!
To think I slept at 12+AM last night. Bleah.
I'm such a bad student.

Anyway I realised that everytime Wednesday comes, I'll be freaking drained already.
School's 9AM to 4PM on Tuesdays.
After which I have training.
Will reach home at about 11+PM.
Then, 8AM to 5PM on Wednesdays!
My, my... No wonder. Hur. *_*
I think my timetable is out to kill me.
On the other hand, I love Mondays and Fridays now! :D
Wheee.
Don't really have to go to school on Monday since my IS teacher is so slack. :X
She only wants to see us if we're having problems coping with the so-called project.
Friday's not too bad either... 12PM to 3PM lectures.
Supposed to have EMAT tutorial at 9AM.
But I decided to cut into Peishan's tutorial class on Wednesday. :D

Damn I realised that I'm way behind in my work!
Let's see...
ACEP - I'm only like finishing Tutorial 1 but the teacher's on Tutorial 3 already.
Alrights. I'll try to finish the tutorials as soon as possible.
At least this is manageable cause my notes are more or less complete.
Will get a rough idea on how to do the questions.
EMAT - I haven't done a single tutorial yet. Hurhur.
Not exactly that important considering his notes are good.
Will just have to find time to do them.
TPHM - My notes are incomplete... So... Hmm...
Nevermind. I'll try to get them completed tomorrow.
Shall borrow someone's.
ENV - Er... Totally incomplete notes.
Wonder if I can borrow them later when I go to school.

And so... I'll just have to do those which I can do for the time being.
Which is probably just ACEP and EMAT. *_*
Arg. Crap.
So much other stuff to do too!
I've got like 3 reports due which I haven't started.
Got to hand in ENV Tutorial 3 which I haven't started too.
And the stupid laboratory worksheet which is due today.
I'm stuck at one of the questions. :(
Ahhh... Feel like killing myself.
Why why why!

Time to go to school. :(

Monday, June 13, 2005

Shall hit the sheets after this post.
Well nothing much to type.
Don't know what else to type about recently.
Kind of feeling... Empty. Hurhur.
On the other hand... I finally did my tutorials today!
Could only manage ACEP... Haven't finish copying my notes for the other modules. -_-"
Left with like... 15 questions till I'm done with ACEP.
Stuck though. :(
Shall try again tomorrow while waiting for Kok Yi for self-training.

I'm afraid it's too late.
But we'll keep trying. :)


Here's one freaking nice song. :)

Mariah Carey - We Belong Together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody there
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody there
We belong together

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together

I thought of you when I heard this song.
But it's over, gladly. :)

Sunday, June 12, 2005

I feel nothing.

Okay... Maybe the laugh in face kind of feeling. Hahaha.

Oh well.

Dum dum di di dum.

-skips around the room-

Monday, June 06, 2005

Watching you guys quarrel makes me even more tired...

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Kallang from 11AM to 6PM.
Hurhur. Happily killed all my skin cells.
I hope I don't start peeling. :(

Woke up and decided to go help out for the junior trainings.
Was kind of looking forward to see how they'd perform. :)
Reached Kallang MRT at about 10.30AM.
There they were, sitting at the steps.
Quite a cute sight! Alrights I sound so weird.
But oh man... Finally juniors!
Eat grass, eat grass. -sniggers-
Showed them the route to SDBA.

Warmed up, ran two rounds around the park.
The run was okay... Most of the time I was behind accompanying one of them, Joanne.
Pretty impressed with the juniors actually.
They're running's not bad for the first week of training.
Most of them could keep up with the pace... Though it wasn't exactly fast.
I think running shouldn't be a problem for them in the future.
Probably outrun me soon too. Haha.
There was this girl whom I noticed, Adeline.
She ran with me on Thursday... Not bad.
Could keep up with the pace and I think it was rather easy for her.
We even chit chat a little during the run. :P
She was in my gym group too!
Not bad, not bad.
I hope she stays... :)

Okay I hope everyone stays.
There's about... 8 to 9 freshies so far.
Rather pathetic. :(
Can't even form one full boat!
Heard it's cause most girls find dragon boating too tough.
Aish... Come on man!
Not tough, not training!
Hopefully next week's booth would help.
Shall go drag in as many girls as I can!

Took one big boat for the freshies.
Stroke checkings... Yada, yada.
I think they need more pool rowings to get the strokes right.
Hard to teach them during sea trainings.

Cooled down, rest while they went to wash up.
Why? Cause the girl here still has senior trainings at 2.45PM!
Like oh my God?!
Ate a little at PWD before heading back to SDBA for training.
Burnt my feet cause I was barefooted and the ground was burning hot like charcoal.
The juniors bathed at PWD cause stadium was closed.
Interesting fellas!
I was telling them I have to go for another round of training at 2.45PM.
Then they were like saying they'll be coming back after bathing to watch us row?!
I was like... But we're so far away what can you see?
'Nevermind! Can!'
In the end I told them we're going to start rowing at only 4PM.
Burst their bubble. Hahaha.
Oh well.
Told them to try again next week or something.

And so... Training started.
Bleah.
All in all, did two sets of everything. Hurhur.
Warm up, running, twistings, rowing, cool down.
Wasn't too bad actually.
No comments.
I think we lack power though... That's about it.
Not backpack alone, I meant it to be for all individuals.
I think.
Too tired to think no more.

Met Xueli and Dawn for dinner.
They bullied me again as though it was their favourite past time?!
Bought me this flower clip. -_-"
Tsk.
Heard they're going to impersonate as freshies next Wednesday...
And I'm supposed to cooperate with them. -shake head-
Shall see how things go.

Caught Madagascar.
Not as funny as I thought it'll be.
Oh well.

Shall turn in for now.
Damn shagged.
Training tomorrow again. Hurhur.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

I just had a bitchfit today.
Thou shalt not talk about it for now.

Just big talk, no action. What's the point?

I think I can predict the outcome already. :)