and we long to be free one day.

sort of fruitful weekend.
enjoying the PH, though it'd be over in a blink of an eye.
settled bank loan, just got to slowly pay mum back.
i got my first pay, but i feel broke again.
very sad.
should i get chinook? maybe i should just borrow.
i've been missing smarty these days.
wish she could be around.
miss hugging her, and i miss her smell.
training/course till oct, then attachment till jan.
actually looking forward to them, kind of getting to know my classmates pretty well.
i feel like i've gained more knowledge after getting to know them and understanding their job scopes.
realised i have quite a fair bit of options.
not too bad.
i think i learnt a bit of economics and finance along the way too.
somehow.
wish i could be around.
hoping strength for them.
i think my eyesight is getting worse.
the bump is getting smaller, but very slowly.
the car is dirty, wish i had the time to give it a good wash.
sister's birthday this week, i don't know what to get her.
i feel like going shopping, but i don't know what for.
maybe i can plan for a relaxing trip at the end of this year.
feeling random today.

take a chance.

need some luck!

go go go!

-cross fingers-

halfway through the month!

getting used to the work environment.
very challenging and totally different from whatever i've experienced.
but yeah, shall just take it up courageously!
i think my past experiences made me a lot more knowledgeable or something like that.
cause i see a lot of things.
and i think i can make myself useful in many areas.
but one step at a time, shall get used to the culture and gain some experiences first.
after all, totally new industry!

met lots of people, went for many meetings, i lost count.
people are generally nice... but too early to tell.
there's gonna be a new building just for my department in the Tuas yard!
i saw the layout, super cool.
maybe i'll get to be posted there next time. :D

path seems blurred... but slowly clearing up i guess.
made some plans, hopefully it'll just work out smoothly.

waiting for the end of this month for my first pay! woot!
a step towards being debt-free.
do not like the idea of being in debt.
plus, modular training starts next month!
finally moving.

first run today.
my intestines are all over the place.
but yeah, just got to keep my engine moving if not i will just nua!
go go go!