need a break, wanna get away.

but i know i can't, irresponsible.

will get through. will get through.

cause i know i'm stronger than this.

-hugs smarty-

i made a simple wish this year. :)


and no. no. no.


whatever helps you sleep at night.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZOjNz6bjIs

I WANNA DO MUSCLE UPS AND ONE ARM PULL UPS! D:

this guy is insane!

let's start with resistance pull ups. *_*

there used to be an excuse.
but when that excuse is no longer in existence...
i start to doubt myself.
can i really do that again?

i want to.
but, something's stopping me.
and i don't know what is it.

i guess...
i really have to try.

start from scratch.
and do it.

just like before.

i rush home everyday after work.
like once the clock hits 5pm there's an invisible siren in the office.
maybe i just want to avoid the peak hour jam and 6pm ERP.
then again, looking at the way i rush... that 50 cents saved is probably not that worth it.

and the funny thing is.
i rush home and don't know what to do next.

boreddd.

tomorrow is monday. arg.


suddenly.
breathe.
gone.


不听话。

this question's been on my mind since god knows when.
but i'm afraid if i ask, i'll look stupid. haha.
maybe it's not a stupid question.
but you know, cannot take the chance right... they are evaluating me.
later they mark me down for being retarded how? :X

so if we are allowed to release treated waste water into the sea so long as the toxic chemicals/substances are within the allowable limits...
okay in simple explanation, let's say release 1 mg of cyanide per day.
if that's within the allowable limits, but that also equates to 30 mg of cyanide a month, 365 mg a year, etc etc.
although it's within the limits and it's diluted when released...
doesn't it still mean we're adding 365mg of cyanide into the sea each year?
the cyanide won't just disappear right?
so... isn't it considered pollution still?
it's either super slow pollution (in which people totally forgot or don't bother), or... maybe something else happens to the toxic substances after release, or... there's no effect to the environment at all.
gosh. who knows the answer?!
I WANT TO KNOW!

should i ask? :S



just keep goinggggggggg!

thou shalt not.

-grit teeth-

may tomorrow be a better day.

-roar!-

dbotudwc!

It's finally over.

The most wonderful race set ever.
Our opponents were strong, we knew that.
But what kept us going...
Faith. Believe. Trust.
and everything just fell into place.

Thank you Phoenix, for just being who you are and being there for this team throughout this journey.
Though I can't remember much what happened throughout the race set (I think I was already out of my mind at that moment),
It is definitely a set I would remember for life!

Handed down already.
Can't do another one more round of this... I think I will go insane.
Most stressful semester ever!!!
But everything was damn freaking worth it! :D

Can finally relax one corner and take a break!
Though IA starts next week, but what the heck.
Everything is okayyyy nowwwwww. :P
Whatever comes man! You can't take the smile off my face!
Mahaha!


Dream. Believe. Become.

Dreamt. Believed. Became.