Frustrating and irritating. :/
Why's everyone assuming it's the creatine?
It's like... When I fall sick usually, nobody says a word.
But now cause I take creatine and I'm currently sick, everybody just wants to point to it.
Don't want me to take it?
Fine. I stopped anyway.
Just to make you guys happy I'll just stop doing things you guys don't want to hear of.
So please get off my back.
I'm sick of all these nonsence.
I think I'll just end up barking at anybody whose going to mention this matter again.

Seriously speaking, as in really serious...
I personally don't think the creatine did anything!
Low sugar don't seem to fall into that range anyway.
The most it could cause is water retention, dehydration.
And there's a good reason as to why my body's low in sugar.
Inconsistent meals.
Well, the doctor asked if I took breakfast or lunch that day before I fainted.
Apparently I did not.
I admit I do not have a habit of eating well.
Okay I'm just plain lazy.
If there's no food, I can just go without food the whole day.
Food just isn't a necessity to me... Unless I am darn hungry.
That's why Mum always makes it a point to get me food.
Cause she knows if she doesn't, I'll not eat.
But. That's only for dinner.
Guess common test week also played an important role to my illness.
Especially common test week.
My biological clock screwed up so I can't sleep in the night.
Which resulted in me only being able to sleep after returning home from the test.
It sucked, really.
Try staying awake for 20+ hours everyday.
You'll feel the effects.

Pretty satisfied with my results though.
Got back EMAT, 87/100.
Not as good as ACEP and TPHM though... But it'll do. :)
More worried for ENV.
Worst paper for the semester. Hur.
I realised that having bad results for reports won't affect any of the tested modules.
However! The bad part is that the reports added together is a module itself!
Meaning if I don't buck up, I'll do badly for that stupid module.
Shit.
Shall try harder. :)

Lots of work on hand!
TPHM - Tutorial 7, project presentation, notes(cause I didn't go to school today).
I think I need to re-do some of the past tutorials too.
Quite a lot of mistakes found.
ENV - Project.
ACEP - Tutorial 6 and 7. Notes too.
CEL 2.2 - Report.
IS - One more blading session. Compilation of pictures and videos. Journal and progress report.
Shall try to do some of the IS part tonight.

Past few days been good.
Had the chance to do quite a lot of the things I've not been doing.
Well most of the time it's just having dinner with my parents.
But it's good, I like. :)
My Mum's ultra happy too.
She always gets excited when I'm coming back for dinner. :D
I think she'll be sad again next week.
Oh I managed to meet up with my TPHM group members too!
Finished the report yesterday after school.
Feeling so relieved.
Left with the presentation part which would be quite easy.

Been going down to Sushi Tei to accompany Karen that pig too (pun intended). :X
Okay I think I only did that twice.
Better than nothing.
We even had a dog-meeting session!
Erm it wasn't exactly dog-meeting. More like Kadek's farewell party.
Conclusion?
Smarty's not interested in Sushi.
And Sushi's a pain in the ass.
Haha! Kidding alright.
Miss Zhu don't be angry.
Sushi's very cute. :D
Though a bit on the round side...
And she's got a beard growing though she's only a few months old...
Nevertheless, still cute.

Finally tried out Dad's new car the other night!
It was damn cool.
So much better than his old car.
Can adjust the seat automatically just by the touch of some buttons.
Can even set my own seat into some memory.
So when I use the car again. Just got to push that button.
It'll automatically shift the seat into the position I used in the past.
The steering wheel itself is adjustable too!
Up, down, left, right.
Hohoho.
One part I was disappointed was that the boot can't close by itself. :(
Only the S-Class has it.
Just push the button and it'll close.
Oh well.
Still prefer CLK. :X
Dear Lord, please rain me money. Pretty please?

Anyway back to the driving.
We just drove around the same old area as we did previously.
Nothing exciting.
Though I think I improved.
Or is it the car?
Eunice tried driving too.
Not bad, not bad.
Hopefully Dad will bring us to more interesting places soon.
So boring. Haha.

Going to meet Miss Zhu again later!
She's knocking off at 3PM.
We're going down to SSDC for me to sign up for Basic Theory. :P
I don't know how to get there... So... Ahem.
Wonder what should I do after that.
Dinner? Or maybe go out?
I haven't finish buying clothes for the wedding dinner yet!
Feel like asking Mum if I could get a bag instead.
The other day after dinner we went to look at electronics for fun.
Was looking at some MP3 players.
Then she came over and asked if I wanted one.
'No.'.
-bangs head on table-
Aish. I think she's been spending enough money for the month.
The car... And the new LCD television she bought.
Bleah. Not very nice to spend.
Shall just wait patiently. :)

Alrights.
Off to brunch.
Eunice bought food. :D

Saw the doctor today!
Like finally. Hur.
Couldn't take it anymore... Was feeling so sick.
Initially when I stepped out of the house to go to school...
Felt like U-turning and going home.
Just felt so horrible.
Still went in the end cause well, there's practical.
Luckily I did.
Fangling was sick too.
If I didn't go, Sijie would have to do the report himself.
And no I don't want to go for make-up practical either.

Got back ACEP and TPHM papers already.
60/60 and 47/50 respectively.
A little better than what I had expected.
But what the heck I think I need to brush up on my reports.
Pulling everything down.

After that went to see the doctor.
Missed my stop!
But woah I tried my luck and wheee found my way back without U-turning.
Got to remember 142 in the future. :D
Reached the clinic and double-u-teee-eeffff!
Closed till 6.30PM!
My God. What sort of clinic is that?! :(
Okay... Maybe cause I haven't been seeing a doctor since I don't know when.
Don't remember going last year nor the year before last year.
Didn't go to Doctor Koh cause her clinic's too far for me.
Went home to slack for awhile since it was still early.

6.30PM, I was the first patient.
But! Double-u-teee-eefff again!
The doctor only comes at 7PM?!
Then might as well open at 7PM? @*(&$(@&*#)(*@$
Slacked around and finally the doctor came.
And so it's cough, throat infection and low sugar level.
Bleah.
Low sugar caused me to faint the other day.
So I'm supposed to have my meals appropriately which includes breakfast and lunch.
That's like so impossible?!
He gave me vitamins, anti-biotics, lozenges and cough mixture. *_*
Wa I shall just get high on cough mixture.

Finally finished doing EMAT report... Shall print it out now.
Left with... ENV proposal, IS journal.
Blah blah blah.
Too lazy to think what else.
Off I go.
Shall ask Dad if I can drive. :D
But! That's provided if Cheryl's back with the car or not.
Can you please stop going out in the middle of the night with the car?! :(

I think I hate this day of the year the most. Somehow.

Oh my God.
I just 'fainted' not long ago. -_-'
Got out from the toilet feeling all weak and my muscles were kind of shivering me out.
There was this ringing sound in my ear.
Reached for the room door... And 'plop!'.
I was lying on the floor.
I knew what was happening but I just couldn't control my body.
Headaches + unable to move a muscle + ringing sound = Mel on the floor
After awhile when I was feeling better, still lying on the ground, decided to get up and lie on the bed.
Man... Feeling so much better now.
Though my head kind of hurt.
Think I hit it against the door or the wall when I collapsed.
That moment was ultra scary!
One moment I was holding onto the handle of the door.
The next I was lying on the ground.
I was alone at home and there's basically nothing I could do.
Hopefully it's just blood rush. :(
Maybe I'll go see a doctor tomorrow.

Ah. Last day of the Great Singapore Sales!
Shall go shopping! Whee.
Mum gave me money.
Got to get some clothes for two wedding dinners coming up ahead.
Alrights.
Off I go.

I think I'm falling sick.

Papers are finally over! :D
EMAT today was quite a breeze though I didn't know some of the answers.
TPHM was okay... But I think I did some of the questions wrongly.
But what the heck, it's over!
Wheee.

Spent the day sleeping at home as usual.

Caught some television programmes in the night.
Realised that I have been neglecting the poor television.
Tsk.
Not much shows on.
Okay so basically I can't get to sleep now. Hur.
Maybe I'll go watch somemore television later.

Dad's going to let me try out the new car tomorrow. :P
Mum's been urging me to try out too.
I think they're weird.
Too eager to make me drive.
Especially Mum!
She kept bugging me!
I think Dad wants to take me to some big and spacious car park to try.
He was saying something like Hougang.
Ah hopefully.
Or else I'd have to stick to the estate... Which is quite a bore.
And! I think I'm going to register for Basic Theory next week!
Going to take the book from Karen tomorrow.
Wheeeee.
Maybe we'll go learn driving together. :D

Think my throat's in a pretty bad shape.
Swelling and irritated.
Ever since Wednesday.
It's beginning to make me have sore-induced-vomitting.
But nothing comes out of course.
Contemplating to go see the doctor tomorrow or Sunday.
Or maybe not at all.
Shall see.
Been procrastinating for quite some time already.
Just that the throat problem worsened this week.
Hur.
How? :(

Hmm... Was talking to Karen today.
Kind of miss those days when we were still working as full-timers.
Things are so different now.
It used to be so fun.
Us laughing at all the lame jokes.
Haha.
Oh well.
Everyone's got to move on I guess.
It's all just memories now. :)
The way of life.

Okay I just finished 'studying' TPHM.
Still not very sure though. :(
Shall revise during the three hour break after EMAT.
And I just realised I forgot what I've studied for EMAT!
Gosh.
Got to read through on my way to school later.

ENV today wasn't very good.
I just hope I don't get anywhere below C. :(

The new car arrived today!
Took a ride with them for dinner. :D
It's nice, better than what I had expected actually.
More spacious.
Eunice and I spent most of the time figuring out some of the functions.
Dad too.
He took damn long to find the button to release the boot!
Tsk.
Ah. Can't wait to drive it. :X
But first, license.
Hurhur.
Oh man.
How I wish Mum would strike the lottery or something.
I want my CLK! *_*
Okay, okay. License first.

Cheryl's a pain in the ass though.
Thou shalt not elaborate further.

Think I better go get some sleep before I end up writing nonsense again.
Night world.

It's 5.15AM.
And I'm awake. *_*
Well that's because I haven't slept a wink yet?!
When I wanted to sleep it was about 3AM.
Tossed and turned on the bloody bed till 4+AM.
And decided that what the heck I shall not sleep then.
Anyway I'm supposed to wake up at 5.45AM.
Shall take my own sweet time and make my way to school later.

ACEP paper was relatively okay.
I'm worried about careless mistakes though.
Didn't check through.
Hopefully everything would be fine. :)
Quite a lot of people were unhappy with the paper though.
Bernard cried cause he didn't read the question properly.
Hmm... The paper was indeed rather tricky.
There's like a trick in every question.
But I saw through all of them, call me lucky. :P
When I spotted one of the tricks, I was like...
Oh man... Many people's going to die here.
Ailing had that kind of reaction too.
And in the end Peishan was the one who committed all those mistakes. -_-"
Oh well.
What's done is done.

ENV later.
Hmm... Shall read through the notes one more time on the bus.
Not confident at all.
But what the heck, I'm not in the studying mood anymore.
Especially for ENV.
Shall just let God decide my fate. *_*
-starts praying-

After the test I shall come straight home to sleep.
Probably sleep till 5 or 6PM and start studying TPHM.
I have like... 5 more chapters to go. Hahaha.
Somehow I'm not exactly worried, which is starting to worry me.
How ironic.
Just hoping I'll be able to finish studying in time.

I think I really screwed up my common tests this semester.
Can't seem to concentrate at all.
So slack. :(
-sigh-
Shall work harder during the examinations.
And start praying that I don't get anything below B.

By the way, training resumes this Saturday.
What the heck?
Don't they even want to let us rest for just that little bit more?
My paper ends on Friday and Saturday there's training.
Blah.
However, I doubt I'm going.
Well I thought training would resume next Tuesday the earliest.
Yeah, I think too much. -rolls eyes-
So Minghui and the rest had already planned for a project meeting.
I can't possibly tell them I can't make it anymore.
They've been giving way, making all project meetings on days I do not have trainings.
We need to get the project done anyway.

Talk about projects... There's so many on hand!
There's the TPHM one I'm doing with Minghui and Nurul.
We're left with a couple of sections more for the report before we start on the presentation.
Shouldn't take too much time unless we can't find the information needed.
Then there's the ENV one with Peishan and Ailing.
Haven't started on a single thing yet and we're supposed to hand in the proposal next week!
Not to mention stupid IS.
Have yet to finish compiling the videos and pictures.
And we have to get the interview done soon.
The teacher wants to see us on Monday, so at least there's some time we can discuss.
Oh. Not to mention EMAT report!
Gosh.
After common test I'm going to rush like crazy.
Want to finish this whole projects and reports shit as soon as possible.

-looks at the above-
What a long entry.
But I think I'm going to continue typing.
Kill time. :/
10 more minutes to go!
Oh wait.

Happy Birthday Jasmin! :D

Thank God I did not forget. :)

Hmm. I forgot what I wanted to type. :/
Did I mention that Dad repaired my air-conditioner?
Like finally.
And so for the past few nights I haven't exactly been sleeping in my room.
Say... Monday night.
I waited till Eunice went to school.
Slept in her room.
It was pretty comfortable! Though I think her bed's not as springy as mine.
Tuesday night I didn't sleep.
All the way till I came back from ACEP.
Slept in Eunice's room again.
But she woke me up after awhile cause she wants to take a nap too. :(
Continued sleeping in Cheryl's room.
Ah. Quite comfortable too!
I think I kind of like sleeping in her room now.
Shall sleep there after ENV later. Hohoho.

Okay enough of the entertainment!
It's finally 5.45AM!
Time for me to 'get up'. Hur.

I'm fucking done with EMAT! :D

Woohoo!
On the other hand, I only realised I got my test dates mixed up.
ACEP's on Wednesday.
But Thursday there's only ENV.
Friday would be EMAT and TPHM.
How blur can I get?!
Luckily the changes are not big.
If TPHM is on Thursday.
I'm so freaking dead!
So hopefully I'll still remember my EMAT stuff by Friday.
Tomorrow I'll just deal with TPHM and revise a little of ENV.
No confidence in ENV. :( -sigh-
Just can't seem to get those treatment stuff in my head!
Shall just try again.

I so can't wait for all these shit to end quick.
Shall hit the sheets.
ACEP tomorrow morning.
Hopefully I'll be able to get up on time.
If I miss the paper I'm so going to kill myself.
Most confident paper amongst all, next would be EMAT. Hoho.

And oh my God.
How could I have forgotten?!

Happy Belated Birthday!
I'm so sorry! :(

Seriously, how could I have forgotten!?!
Gosh.
I'm really, really sorry. :(
I'll make it up to you after my common test! :(

3 more chapters of ENV to go!
Not very satisfied though... Cause I just browsed through roughly. :(
Somehow all those stupid processes just can't get into my head.
Will try to finish everything by tonight.
I'll go through his tips again on Tuesday before the test.
Study them in detail... The rest... Just reading through.
Gosh. I need luck.

Tomorrow I'll be doing EMAT.
Need to finish that whole bloody chunk.
3.5 chapters! Don't sound too much.
But hopefully it's easy to memorise!
Have to start on TPHM too.
Should I do the ACEP mock papers first?
Hmm... Shall see.

Oh man I'm really praying hard I'll be able to finish ENV tonight.
Seriously speaking, there's no more time!
Got to finish EMAT by tomorrow too!
And I need to start on TPHM badly!

Oh my God.
Someone please shoot me please.

Peishan and the rest are going to study at Jurong East library tomorrow.
Should I go?
I'd really love to stay home.
Too lazy to go out.
But! I need to check my TPHM tutorial answers!
And! At least I can get some ENV or EMAT tips from them!
Ah. Shall leave it all to fate.
If I can wake up early, I'll go.

My air-conditioner's not working!
Okay it is.
But it'll start leaking if I on it.
How am I going to sleep tonight? :(
No... I don't want to sleep in Granny's room.
Her bed's too big. -shake head-

How?

Aish. Shall go eat my ice-cream first.
Macadamia Brittle!

I just want to announce to the world that...

I'm fucking done with fucking ACEP! :D

But I'm afraid I'll forget how to do by Wednesday.
How?
Shall go do the mock test questions on Tuesday then, just in case.

Ah. Supposed to start memorising ENV now.
Let me rest awhile first.
Hmm... Think I'll try to finish at least 1/3 of ENV.
Then I'll continue studying ENV and EMAT tomorrow.
Got to try and finish those two by tomorrow, hopefully.
Nah I know it's not possible. -_-"
At least one and a half?
Then Tuesday I'll start mugging for TPHM.
Hopefully I'll be in time for every paper. :)

Gosh. I think studying's really unhealthy.
I finished my Haagan Dazs ice cream just now.
Macadamia brittle! :D
But damn I finished it.
Okay think I'll go buy that again tomorrow.
Or should I get Ben and Jerry's cookie dough instead?
Hmm.
Then again I'm currently eating some ice-cream that's left in the fridge.
This whole big rectangular block of Viennetta.
Sort of looks like an ice-cream cake.
Should I finish it?
Hmm...

Alrights. Shall take a break for awhile longer and hit the books!
Can someone tell me why do I have to study about the environment?
I think it's totally useless.
Hur.

Ah. Waiting for Minghui to finish his dinner right now.
Going to call him for ACEP tutorial answers!
Shit... I'm like how slack. :(
Starting to get a little worried over here.
Okay I managed to finish compiling all my lecture notes and doing my tutorials.
Not very effective though cause half the time I'm just copying.
What's a slacker to do?
At least... I met my target.
Just got to go around checking my tutorial answers before I officially start studying.
Hur.

Alrights. I shall plan...
Tonight I'll try to study the first two chapters of ACEP.
If it's too taxing I'll reduce it to one...
Cause ACEP can really get on your nerves sometimes.
If there's time I'll attempt the first two chapters of ENV too.
Hopefully I'll get something done tonight. :)

Anyway... My triceps are aching!
Training on Thursday was really... (@$)*@)%*#$!
Hahaha. Shun De went crazy!
Okay we did skull crusher, tricep push ups, dips and something else all at one go.
That is considered one set.
No resting cause it's supposed to be some kind of circuit.
We did 6 sets!
Can you imagine the kind of torture?!
By the time we finished doing... We were so freaking happy!
I've never felt so happy and relief after some exercise before!
It's good though.
No more training till after common test I guess.
Got to study.

Study, study, study. *_*
I must study!

Ah. Waiting for Minghui to finish his dinner right now.
Going to call him for ACEP tutorial answers!
Shit... I'm like how slack. :(
Starting to get a little worried over here.
Okay I managed to finish compiling all my lecture notes and doing my tutorials.
Not very effective though cause half the time I'm just copying.
What's a slacker to do?
At least... I met my target.
Just got to go around checking my tutorial answers before I officially start studying.
Hur.

Alrights. I shall plan...
Tonight I'll try to study the first two chapters of ACEP.
If it's too taxing I'll reduce it to one...
Cause ACEP can really get on your nerves sometimes.
If there's time I'll attempt the first two chapters of ENV too.
Hopefully I'll get something done tonight. :)

Anyway... My triceps are aching!
Training on Thursday was really... (@$)*@)%*#$!
Hahaha. Shun De went crazy!
Okay we did skull crusher, tricep push ups, dips and something else all at one go.
That is considered one set.
No resting cause it's supposed to be some kind of circuit.
We did 6 sets!
Can you imagine the kind of torture?!
By the time we finished doing... We were so freaking happy!
I've never felt so happy and relief after some exercise before!
It's good though.
No more training till after common test I guess.
Got to study.

Study, study, study. *_*
I must study!

Back from Zouk!
Okay I was damn stupid and silly earlier on.
-starts telling grandmother story-

So Dawn, Xueli, Terry and Cynthia were going to club.
They asked me along.
Initially I really didn't want to go cause I had to study and really wasn't in the mood.
But aiyoh... Dawn that silly girl went to sneak out of the house.
Since she haven't been out for quite some time... Decided to go.
And since she's such a silly girl, I decided to bluff her and give her a surprise.
Forgot to take my sister's IC since I'm still underaged, sadly.
Told Dawn that if my sister isn't back by 10PM, I'm not going.
Meanwhile, I went all the way down to Novena to take the IC.
Happily met Cheryl, who decided to give me a lift to Orchard.
Happily took the car, said goodbye to her.
Slacked around and waited for Dawn and Xueli to appear.
It was meant to be a surprise you see.
After awhile... I realised something.
I bloody forgot to take the IC!
Damn stupid can! -_-"
In the end I borrowed Dawn's sister's IC. Hur.
Feel so, so dumb! Hahaha.
Still glad I managed to get in and spend some time with them.
Poor girl's eyes seem to be better already.
Hope she'll recover soon. :)

Ah. Training tomorrow. :D
Triceps! Woohoo!
Been training everyday since Monday.
Monday, back.
Tuesday, biceps.
Today, shoulder.
Yay.
I think the gym's been damn effective.
I can feel the difference and all already.
The aches are good boy.
Though the back ache was kind of irritating initially.
Kind of worried about my running though.
Haven't been running. :(
Think I'll run next week or something.

Then again I'm worried about my studies too!
Gosh. I haven't met my objectives!
So dead.
Okay, okay.
I must finish all my tutorials and notes by this Friday!
Friday I'll go meet Peishan and the rest to study after training.
And also to go double check my answers for the tutorials.
I better meet my target or I'm so dead. *_*
Come to think of it... Actually my papers only start next Wednesday.
Hmm... No, no!
Can't have that kind of mentality!
Better be safe than sorry.

Okay I'm starting to talk nonsense.
Shall go sleep. *_*

Been too lazy to blog recently.
Bleah... I should just try to keep my hands off Minesweeper!
It's really distracting!

Woke up early at about 10+AM today.
Head to school for gym session with Kokyi and the rest.
Yeah... Back to good old gym trainings. :D
Then again we didn't start training till 4PM.
So meanwhile, watched some of the freshies train then had lunch.
Quite a few freshies came today!
Adeline and Elaine were the early birds.
Not long later Geraldine came... Ziling too.
Xinping came a little later.
Not bad, not bad... Rather impressive... Considering they're freshies. :)
They'll be good if they keep this up.

Almost had to pay $50 today.
Cause Elaine and the rest went to run, leaving the pin lying around.
It went missing when they came back.
Since they had to go off already... I decided to change my card with a pin.
Gave them the pin to take back their own card.
Therefore leaving me with no pins, but a card surrendered to the security.
Aish... I figured out that that's the best solution.
And anyway I'll be there for quite some time.
There'll still be time to look for the missing pin. :)
Thank God Shyam managed to get it back in the end. Heh.

Trained back and lats today!
The feeling's pretty good.
Hopefully I'll not have back aches tomorrow though.
Oh! And I realised I can do one arm push ups! :D
Was lazing around after gym today while the guys went to play basketball.
Then Daniel and the rest were talking about push ups I think?
He told me to try... And woah... I managed to pull it off amazingly.
I think I can't do it using my left arm though. -_-"
Shall try later.
But my pull ups still suck, big time. :(
Starting to have doubts about winning the bet with Kokyi.
Boo.

Okay it's study break week now.
I managed to finish doing my ACEP tutorials yesterday. :D
But I think some of my answers are wrong. -_-"
Shall double check with others some time later.
Supposed to finish TPHM tutorials today...
But I'm so freaking tired now.
Think I'll just do it tomorrow instead.
For now till Thursdays, I'll be doing tutorials.
Hopefully I'll be able to finish on time...
Then! I'll start studying! Yay.

Hmm... Maybe I should go to bed now.
Tired.
And since it's so late already... Don't think Dad would let me drive his car tonight.
I drove his car last night! :D
He was beside me of course... We just drove around the estate.
So I've driven a car twice.
First was Derick's car around campus.
It's fun! Can't wait to get my license.
But first, I got to wait till I turn 18. -bangs head on table-

We went to see the car Dad bought yesterday.
Hmm... It's... Okay.
E200 Kompressor.
I was drooling at the other cars though.
C180's pretty cool!
Though it's some sort of cheap Mercedes Benz as what they say.
But I thought it looked pretty alright... More sporty.
Oh there's the CLK!
I couldn't keep my hands off it!
The moment I sat in it... I felt as though I was floating. *_*
It's so pretty!
If only I had a car like that. :D
Oh wells. Shall get my license first.
And I didn't know that cars can be auto and manual!
Impressive.
Dad's new car would be that way too.
Yay I shall try it out.
After I get my license. -groans-

Hmm... I better go off now before I ramble on.

Just finished printing ENV notes and copying some stuff. -phew-
I'm done with TPHM notes, ACEP notes, EMAT which didn't need much copying, ENV.
Think ENV's not very complete though... Shall borrow from Minghui. :D
Basically I've got my notes all ready!
Can finally get down to some studying.
A bit late... But heck I shall just kill myself during study break. Hur.

Was out with Terry, Dawn and Xueli earlier on.
It was nice.
Though our conversations couldn't leave Dragon Boat.
Oh how it hurts still.
Though I kind of got the idea quite some time back...
But I didn't know reality could hurt that much and that long.
Anyhow, the talks were good, though still hurting.
At least I kind of got a drift on what's going on... Cleared my mind a little.
No point looking back now. Shall just look forward.
And Terry, I meant what I said in the messages alright. ;)

Got to clear most of my basic workload for now!
Like say... Notes.
It's ridiculous how I'm still not done with them.
Alrights, alrights. Left with ENV, ENV. It isn't all that bad. *_*
Shall eat up my tutorials during the weekends.
Hopefully I'll be able to finish most of the stuff.
Got to really study hard during the study break week.
I'm like way back. Someone save me please?

Ah. Going to start training all over again next week! :D
I think I'll just ache till I die. Hur.
And! I've decided to get protein! -hears everybody groaning-
Ey it isn't that bad... It's just protein.
Since I'll most probably be training almost everyday... It'll be pretty essential.
Besides, Rajeev can help me get a discount!
Aww... I can already imagine myself bouncing around with that cute GNC bottle in hand. -_-"
And Kok Yi! Just you wait okay!
I'm going to win the damn bet! :D
Just you wait!
But you cannot cheat and be selfish and not help me during our self-trainings at all!
You're just scared right! Ha!
I knew it! :X
For those having question marks all over their faces...
We made a bet using SIM's chicky rice.
If I can do 10 pull ups by myself before Sava Sprints, I win.
If I can't, he wins and I'll have to treat him.
The record's 6 pull ups so far.
I'm going to pull more and more and I'm going to win!
Wahaha.

Bedtime. -scoots off-

Hahaha.

Sometimes.
Things get so funny.
It's hard to explain.
I think I've lost it.
Then again.
I think I'm waiting... Like what he said to me after that.
Hopefully it'll be true. :)

As for race?
I think a couple of the girls really think that I'm only giving feedback after everything.
What they probably do not know is that I've talked to Ah Huat a couple of times about that already.
Even on Saturday itself.
Oh well.
No point thinking about that already.
It's over. :D

Got to thank most of the guys for talking to me after that.
Sharon and Dawn too.
Very much appreciated.
At least I know that I've put in enough effort on my part.
No regrets or what-so-ever.

Shall spend this week completing all my work and stuff.
Most probably going to start self-training with the guys next week. :D
Woohoo.

I think my Smarty darling is sick. :(
She seems so moody and unwilling to move.
Maybe she hurt her leg again. :(
Bleah. Shall keep her company tonight.

I'll remember this feeling.