First paper today! EM3. It was pretty easy I guess? Finished my paper and checked it once. Realised nobody was leaving the hall! Decided to wait till someone leaves. Played around with my calculator. One of its screw's lose. Was fiddling with it till some teacher stood beside me watching what the hell I was doing. And so I had to find something to cover up my silly actions. Handed in my paper to her and left the hall.

Intended to go home intially... But as I was walking out... The feeling of taking that long ride back home was so dreadful. Imagine going to school for one hour and going back home? The journey to and fro's even longer than an hour! Ended up walking back to the gym. Did some gym... Was training mainly on my pull ups. Still can't seem to get that pull up feeling. :( Maybe I'm not doing it the right way. Bah. I want to be able to do one pull ups before the semester end! Shall try harder.

Went home. Had dinner with parents and Eunice at Cafe Cartel. Freaking full. Can't seem to eat much these days. I was full so quickly. And to think I skipped lunch today. :/ Went NTUC-ing! But! I was so full that I didn't feel like buying any food! -_-" Bad timing. Tsk. Nevermind. There's always the Chinese New Year shopping. :D

Enough about today. Yesterday was a good experience! Surf And Sweat! It was held at Sentosa and so poor me had to wake up freaking early to get my ass to Harbourfront MRT Station, only to realise everyone else was late. Only my partner, Kok Yi and I were on time! And oh! I saw Libing! She was there representing CJC's ODAC. Okay anyway, after everyone finally arrived, went to buy snacks and stuff. Took Seh Ming's van along with Kok Yi, Derick, Sheryl, Daniel, Ashley, Ken, Shuling and Huiying. Oh man! It was horrifying! His driving is much, much worse than Cheryl's! To think I thought she was bad enough. *_* It was like a roller coaster ride?! He just got his license... And yeah, I heard he failed a couple of times before getting it. That explains why. -_-" My poor butt.

Anyway, got there, settled down, wait. Men's individual first. Derick, Seh Ming and Daniel. Interesting competition. Daniel can surf well! Think it's cause he used to be a swimmer or something? It's similar to swimming, just with a board. After that was Women's individual. Sheryl, Ashley, Huiying and Odel! Ashley got 10th placing! Her surfing was okay, think she caught up during the 3KM run. Huiying really can't surf. -_-" She kept going in the wrong direction. Haha. Scared us all cause she was going out of the boundary already?! Tsk, tsk. Mixed was Derick and Fate, Jiansen and Shuling, Kok Yi and I. I was in another group so I did alone with some stranger. :( Hmm. But she wasn't very good so... It was no fun! Nobody to compete with. Pulled away from her and everything was clear... Just got to surf to end point. Boo. No fun. If only I was in the other group! I think 'small' people can surf better cause we're lighter! Haha. Shuling surfed damn fast too! They got 9th place! Derick and Fate got 12th and my group got 25th. Not bad, not bad. Lost to Derick's team by 59 seconds only. Ah Bao and Jin Yuan came to join the mixed opens. The results cocked up though... Or else I think they would have done pretty well. Oh Khim Rong and a few other ex-Cedarians joined too! So happy to see them again! :D

A part from Surf And Sweat, there were other events too! Seh Ming, Ken, Daniel, Jiansen and Derick joined the Strongest Man Competition! Seh Ming won! What with running with tyres, arm wrestling, tug of war and of course, pushing the truck part. Interesting. Seh Ming's the man! Fastest runner in the team too. I think most of the participants were Dragon Boaters from NTU and Ngee Ann. Oh well. Ashley and the rest were saying that we'd join if there was the Strongest Women Competition. -_-" Tsk. Sexist. Derick and Sheryl joined some Surf Babe and Surf Hunk thing.

Washed up and took Seh Ming's roller coaster to some hawker centre to eat before going home. Was freaking tired when I reached home. It was a really good experience though! Shall join again next year. :D There's another event organised by NTU again... Vertical Marathon 2005! Wonder if I should join. Hmm... It's like 50 stories high?! That's a total of about 100 flight of stairs?! Boo. And I'm taking part in Polympic's Vertical Marathon with Daniel and Rajiv too! Can imagine Rajiv shouting his signature word... Charge! Charge! Charge! Haha. Shall see. :)

Hmm. Shall attempt to study or something and hit the sheets. Left with ICBE. Yeah baby!

I love Terry Terry Terry! -_-"

She forced me to say this. :( Bully me again. -sigh- Why am I so nice? -ponders-

Finally worked today after so long! Some job Derick introduced. Woke up bright and shine, early in the morning, to go all the way down to Raffles Place MRT Station. Ling and Qijia were late! What's new. :X Started work one level above the station... Apparently it's some promotion thing about this magazine called Style. We're supposed to promote it and get as many people to buy them as possible. Woo Jamie Yeo was there! :D -clears throat- Okay so we got down to promoting the magazine. Wasn't that hard I guess? Just got to open our golden mouth and approach strangers. The working crowd is so much easier to deal with as compared to those aunties and uncles. One good thing to take note of. Oh and I always wonder why do people like to call me 'him' when I'm obviously female?! Was promoting the magazine near some clothes store where a few girls were working at. They approached me and yada, yada, yada, crap talk. They bought a few magazines, and started calling me 'him'. -rolls eyes- If those grown ups call me that it would be pretty much acceptable to me cause well, they're probably starting to grow senile and all. But teenagers around my age?! Hello?! I like my gender though I do not like being feminine? -sigh- People are maturing too fast I guess. :/ Hmm. Think my brain's fried... Why am I making such a big fuss out of this?! Tsk.

After awhile, the person-in-charge called me over and asked if I could help them give out flyers instead. I was wondering why not? Initially. I don't quite like talking to strangers anyway. Changed my job schedule to 11AM to 3PM for today and it's only 5PM to 6PM tomorrow. $70 for that five hours job. :D Anyway, wrong judgement. Giving out flyers is so much more frustrating! People don't seem to want to take flyers now adays? Now I know how the people at Orchard MRT Station feels. Shall take every flyer I'm offered from now on. Knocked off at 3PM and home I went.

Practised a little of EM3 since anyway, I can't possibly study for ICBE now... It's way too early. By the way, I spent the whole Tuesday packing all my worksheets, notes and all. So neat now. Everything can be found easily! :D Had dinner with the parents. Dad was asking me what I wanted for dinner so he could buy back for me... That's the norm cause I prefer to stay at home most of the time. God you don't want to know how happy they were when I suggested the three of us have dinner outside together! Dinner at Kovan. Man... One of the best meals I've had for the past few days? Haven't been eating well at all. Dinner was the only meal I had today. Loss of appetite for some unknown reasons. :( We were chit chatting about Cheryl. She just took up golf last week. I'm betting she most probably wouldn't last for say... Two months the most. She took up piano before, but it didn't work out. She took up violin before, it didn't work out too. She took up percussion, and of course, it didn't work out. Thank God Mum haven't bought her the drum set. But Dad was saying he'd rather her take up something than mess around. She can be very messed up, very. We were recalling how her friend's parents would look for my parents to complain. Smoking at car parks... Underaged clubbing... Terrorising students... Yada, yada. Then again... Hey that sounded pretty familiar. :X Aish. Dad says we all go through that kind of phase... Just that at the end of the day, when we get out of that phase, in what way have we changed? Am glad I didn't go too astray considering the company I was in. Now it's Eunice's turn. Dad thinks she's starting to be rebellious already. She should be okay. Her character is considerably good in my opinion, except for the spoilt brat part. Youngest member in the family after all. Cheryl's still... Pretty much messed up to me. :/ Gah. Don't know how to talk her round too... I'm afraid of hurting her with my words. :( Maybe I should find the right time and the right words. We'll see.

Anli called me! :D She was with Jeanette, Hannah, Aijia and Wenhui at Chomp Chomp! Met them after dinner. Gosh. When's the last time I ever saw them?! They're my seniors back in Cedar Table Tennis. Changed quite a lot! I've always been closer to them than with my own batch for some reason. Much easier to clique with. Probably cause the people in my batch were mainly nerds! I'm like an 'outcast' there cause of the big difference in results and character. Results especially. Coach always asks me why's my results so bad. Hur hur. Isn't my fault that they're nerds right! One thing I detested in Cedar was that if your results sucked, which mine really did, the teacher-in-charge of your CCA would ask you to go study instead of train. That sounded totally wrong. Oh well. It's over anyway.

Okay... Basically a crap entry. -starts hearing everyone yawn- Off to continue with my EM3! :D

Bloody MSN refuse to let me log in. Shall kill time first and try again later.

Training yesterday was... Hmm. I ran out of descriptive words. Hurhur. Ran all the way to the first bridge, and did sprintings all the way back. Sprint two lamp posts, jog one lamp posts, that kind of thing. Man I hate sprinting. Neither do I like jogging. :/ Whatever me. Wanted to vomit. Bleah.

Used the big boat this time round. Had only about... 7 pairs I think? Finally got a taste of rowing with tyres. Not only that, tyres with the additional weight of 4 guys?! They were learning how to cox I think. Almost died. The boat didn't seem like it was moving at all?! Glanced up a couple of times and hey... Why do I feel as though we didn't move at all. Luckily we only rowed to the first bridge, further out and back to platoon. I heard we spent close to an hour for that set. -_-" No wonder. Did the same for the second set, without tyres this time round. So much lighter! Was okay I think... Somehow I feel that the first set was better for unknown reasons though. -shrugs- Stroke checking and we were done. Pretty fast.

Washed up and head to town for dinner with Sheryl, Linda and Terry. Walked around. Hmm... Feel like getting a pair of sneakers but I don't know which one to get. Don't think I need to get New Year clothes anymore cause I realised I haven't wore some of the clothes I bought. Heh. Oh well. Need to see the dentist too. Gah.

-yawn- I'm starting to get lazy again. Hmm... Or is that I haven't changed at all right from the start? Aiyah. It doesn't matter right? Yes. -nods-

Spent the day at home! Felt like being a couch potato for the day. The house felt weird for a public holiday without Mum being around. No cold breakfast. Well that's cause I usually don't get to wake up in time for breakfast. She buys it anyway. No wake up calls. She loves to wake me up early in the morning though she knows I'll be back to sleep after entertaining her for a moment. No naggings. Not that I'm complaining about this. I kind of enjoy listening to her and sometimes, chit chat with her. I hate it when my sisters don't make any effort to communicate with her. Won't they be afraid that our parents would be lonely? Tsk. Oh well. Mum went to Thailand with her friends for a short holiday trip on Thursday. She'll be back by Sunday if I'm not wrong. I hope she enjoys herself! :D It's about time she go out and have a great time without having to think about the family. Shall call her some time tomorrow or the day after to check.

Gave Smarty a bath. She smells heavenly now! Tried recalling when's the last time I actually gave the dogs a bath. Maybe months ago? Close to a year? Man... Mum's been doing that all the while. And so, I've been given this important task. Obviously my sisters wouldn't care. Cheryl and Eunice both went out today. -shrugs- Anyway, kind of lost touch on bathing the dogs. Felt so weird! Their body shape and stuff. :X Dad and I couldn't find Smarty's brush after that! Wonder where did Mum put it. Had to use another brush that's not exactly meant for after bath. Shall help bathe the dogs more often in the future. Nothing tedious.

Intended to catch some interesting television programmes. Basically flipped through every single channel I could find. It's Hari Raya and they didn't show any interesting movies! What the. :( The only interesting one I saw was probably Europe Music Awards? But hey, that's not a movie. Okay. Maybe Pretty Woman which was shown at like what? 11+PM?! Richard Gere and Julia Roberts are hot. Okay, back to main subject. Ended up watching more MTVs than movies. -rolls eyes-

By the way, there was Ngee Ann Open House yesterday. It's on till Saturday. Saw Cedarians! Cedarians just make me hyped up. :D Though I do not exactly know all of them. Maybe one or two... And the rest just familiar faces. Aish... The familiar uniforms just make me feel so homely. Miss Cedar a whole lot. :( They were there for some donating thing. Had to help them. Chit chat a little with them too. -clears throat- Though I do not know all of them. Hmm. Basically in Cedar, everybody knows everybody. Heh. Libing was supposed to tell me that Jieming and her friends were coming! I was caught unprepared for the donation thing! Or I could have prepared more 20 cent coins! Tsk. Oh I had my cartoon portrait done too. Don't look like me. -_-' Hung around Dragon Boat's booth for awhile. Then went for training.

I think I'm having mood swings these few days. :( Or was it like that all the while? Can't seem to control my temper and emotions well. In the end, I'll just try to bottle everything up and feel like bursting. Gah. Especially when I do not get enough sleep. I'll just blow at the tiniest thing. Like say... I felt like crap when I got back my OIC paper. It was also the day I did my EM3 test. It's a 79/100 and 44/50 respectively. Not so bad... But I still felt like crap. Maybe I'm asking too much from myself and the people around me. -sigh- Shall just relax and cool everything off. Take things a step at a time. Maybe I'll feel better. Or maybe my period is coming? Boo. Someone take out my womb please. Maybe that's the reason why I can't seem to jump far. The womb's too heavy. Okay I'm crapping. I think I need a break. :(

God. Freaking tired! But hey, no school tomorrow. :D There's open house from Wednesday till Saturday. Therefore no school cause the lecturers in LSCT would be busy tending to their booths. Yay. :X Shall finally get ample sleep tonight. Been so tired that my eyes are starting to die on me. They tend to 'run off' from what I'm supposed to concentrate on.

Practical at 8AM today. ICBE. Very short one. Damn... My group got to do the stupid report this time round instead of just assessment. Guess I got to go dig out the past reports I did for PT last semester. Should be a good gauge. Still, it's a troublesome affair. *_* Went through some tutorials and he let the class off early. Way too early I'd say. 10+AM?! And what? I have training at like 5.30PM?! *_* Lunched and went off to Snack Bar. Was contemplating in going home to sleep or sleep in the club house. Either way I'd need sleep. Heh.

Slacked around Snack Bar, help them a little with their decorations for Dragon Boat's booth. Yeah, we've got a booth for the open house too. Xueli ended early too. And so... The both of us ended up sleeping in the club house from about 2+PM till 4+PM. Aww... Still not enough sleep. Almost couldn't wake up. *_* Better than nothing I guess. Woke up, lazed around a little more and went for training.

Training today was pretty relaxing in my opinion. Did long distance running. Campus run... One more round around the track... Opposite direction of the campus run route... Finished at the finishing line of the track. About the same as the one we did a few weeks ago. The pace was comfortable so it wasn't too bad. Pool rowing's about the same too. Basics and stuff. Hmm... Relaxing. :) It's one of the few trainings where I'd feel stress-free. Haha. Oh well.

Helped out with the decorations of the booth after training before getting a lift from Shyam.

Hmmm. Shall train during the term break considering I only have two papers to deal with. *_*

Hmm... Finally some blogging after a week or so due to popular demands. -_-" -sigh- No mood to blog these days. Life's just so stagnant.

Hmm. I don't know how to start and where to start. :(

Let's see... Been looking after the Polympics booth for the past few days during non-class hours. Yeah, the school's going to have some sports day-like thing. Dragon Boat's one of the organisers. Our event's called Vertical Marathon. Sounds cool ey? The route's something like our campus run route, just shorter and there'll be a part where you'll have to climb up flights of stairs. But according to seniors, response for Dragon Boat's events are usually very bad every year. I think it's cause our event's too scary. So anyway for the Inter-CCA category, there're only two teams so far. Both teams happen to be the same CCA, Adventure Seekers? -_-" Then again. I'm being forced to join, along with Xueli and Sheryl to represent Dragon Boat. Like oh my God?! Did I mention I hate running?! And man! The event is some sort of mixed event. Meaning us three girls got to compete with guys?! Someone shoot me please.

On the more fun side, we're participating Captain's Ball too! :D Xueli, Ashley, Linda, Qijia, Sheryl, Ling, Shurong, Derick and Sehming. There's another team formed by Ken too. He took away all the ex-netballers leaving us to die! Tsk. Nevermind, it's just a friendly game. We're playing for fun only. Was thinking what should we use for our team name. Almost wanted to put down 'Fat Club'. Didn't cause I could already picture Xueli strangling me. And so. We're called 'Dragon'! :D Ken's team's called 'Boat'! And together, we're Dragon Boat! :X There's supposedly another team called 'Team'. Wonder if they're going to form or not. Hohoho. Am so glad we wrote down our team name before Ken did. Lalala.

I might be participating for Blaze The Race. -faint- All Xueli's fault. :( She dragged me into it. They had this trial thing yesterday during training. I'm a really slow runner when it comes to sprinting. Important things to note if you haven't already gotten the message - I hate running, any form of that. Gah. Derick says I'm most probably going to run 400M. 100M is already too damn far for me! -starts banging leg on objects hoping it'll get injured-

And if you're thinking it's the end. You think only. Hur hur. Odel, Ashley, Sheryl and I are going to join Surf And Sweat. Some beach sport thing at Sentosa organised by Ripcurl. The more common category's just surfing and running. Sheryl and Ashely's going to take part individually. Odel's going to take part in the extreme one! There's like surfing, blading, cycling and running?! Zai. *_* I intend to find a guy to join the mixed event with me. I surf, he run. Hohoho. Smart me. :X Shall see. Maybe get more girls to join. :D

-phew- Finally the end of all those sports stuff. Back to school, I got back my OIC paper already. There was a test on Monday. 79. Tonnes of careless mistakes! Arg. Why, why, why... Why am I so careless. :( There was EM3 test this morning too. Was 10 minutes late cause of some stupid jam at Macritchie?! Only had time to finish the paper on the dot. All of my answers are different from the rest. -sigh- Can only wait for Monday to come.

That was a rather long entry. Off to sleep. Sea rowing tomorrow. I think the girl that Nel introduced to Dragon Boat's not coming anymore. Haven't been seeing her around. -shrugs- There're two new girls! :) Grass... -grin-

First sea training after so long. *_*

Did our usual warm ups at Kallang. Then Ah Huat led us for our running. All the way to the second bridge near the Esplanade. Far. But the pace was okay, thankfully. Shin hurt though... Think it's the way I land my feet.

The girls took the big boat today. Too little people. -sigh- Bad attendance again. Wonder when will the whole team ever train together? Wonder how would that ever feel... Maybe I won't ever know. Hmm. Ah Huat wanted to use a tyre initially. -_-' Oh man. What a horrible idea?! Dear old lord up there was on our side though. He couldn't find a tyre. Hohoho. Okay. I don't think I'm supposed to be glad about this. :X Sat in front of Xueli. Ah Huat told me to choose either in front of her or behind her. Took the front since I'm more used to sitting in front of her. Now when I think back... What was wrong with me?! Searching for death. Aish. Then again it shouldn't matter. Must learn to be flexible and I shouldn't be afraid of being shouted at! It's all for our own good. *_*

Did triangle. Yeah, the high-profiled triangle. My first time. Started from the platoon to the first bridge, then second bridge and back to platoon. First set was okay. The distance was really long, but the pace was comfortable so it wasn't too bad. Did strokings, then another set of triangle. Hurhurhur. Horrible second set. *_* I dropped my paddle! Can you imagine it! We just started rowing when there was a buoy blocking the left side. I didn't see that and so it struck my paddle and I dropped it! But! Luckily Xueli saw that and quickly grabbed that poor paddle and passed it back to me. Continued rowing. Totally freaked out. That's the worst thing that could ever happen while rowing?! Was actually prepared to receive hell from her after that set... Thank God she didn't scold me. -phew- Towards the second bridge my body started to tire out. Punching arm started to become numb. :( Luckily everything ended pretty quickly.

Unloaded, de-briefed, did our pull ups. Everyone has to do pull ups now cause we've all gone through one race. That's their rule. Was supposed to support Sheryl. However, she insisted on someone taller. Ya la, ya la. Too short to support you. Haha. The bar was pretty high up. Stupid me did 7 for the first set when we're supposed to do three sets of 5?! I was thinking if I did more for the first few sets I'd be able to do lesser later on? It's still the same number of pull ups right? I was wrong. -_-" Did more than what's required in the end. Boo. Am still wondering when will I be able to do pull ups without support. :(

Coxed for the guys today! They had training after ours. Ah Huat asked if any of us wanted to learn. Volunteered along with Xueli and Odel. :D Finally an opportunity! Was in Damien's boat initially for the first set. Didn't work out. His method was so hard to learn and confusing! Went to Ah Huat's boat for the second set. So much better. *_* Fun. :D

Oh well. Wonder what would we receive for our next sea training. *_* Off to study, soon. Lalala.

Here I am again blogging in the middle of the night. *_*

Did I mention that I finally finished one tutorial last night before I went to bed?! It's the first tutorial I ever did since school started. Heh. Sense of accomplishment. Okay, okay. I know it's only one pathetic tutorial after a month or so. But it's a good start ya? Shall try and do more tutorials after I'm done with this entry. Most probably ICBE. Guess I'll try to get to understand that module... Considering it's supposedly the easiest amongst the rest. Got to try and finish as much as possible by tomorrow cause there's OIC test next Monday. Need to concentrate on that module since I basically do not know anything about what Mr Stoll's been trying to convey to me. Catch no balls. What hybrids... Theories... Gah. Spare me those chemical terms. Now I'm starting to wonder why am I in this course when I do not like Chemistry in the first place. :/ On a lighter note, I've been told that Year 2 onwards, there'll only be Physics and Mathematics. -pops champagne- Can't wait for this semester to end. Basically a sucky semester for me. :( There's EM3 test next Friday too. Second EM3 test so far. I got full marks for the first one. This I got to mention. I have not skipped a single lecture, tutorial or practical this week! I've been late for a couple of times... But late is better than not coming at all right? There's still tomorrow though. And nah... Don't think I'll miss those lectures and tutorials. :)

Hmm... School was okay today. It's IS day again. Yada, yada. OCOM's getting boring. :/ Don't have much to say during those table topic sessions. Just added a comment or two. Today's topics were interesting though. Do you think the Singapore education system today prevents students from critical thinking and rewards conformity while punishing originality? Interesting, interesting. Mr Stoll did mention about this newspaper article during lecture a few days back. It was nice to hear his views and opinions since after all, he's German. From the views expressed by students and all... Singaporeans are just like a block of wood ey. We just follow what the government tells us. Sad. But... Nothing's perfect I guess. If we were to really go into critical thinking... We'd have to forfeit some of the advantages of our current education system. That's just the way things are. We can't have the best of both worlds.

Touch rugby's starting to be fun. Maybe that's cause we haven't been doing much due to the stupid rain for the past two weeks. Bernard's nice. Classmates are very sociable too. Played a game at the end of the lesson. Hmm. Boring. Cause well I've got sucky teammates. I mean... Most of them don't even know how to catch or throw the ball?! Especially those nerd guys! They don't even look when they throw! And oh. One of our teammates thinks he's the only person playing in the team. -shrugs- Oh well.

Training again. Attendance was bad. :( Lots of people falling sick and injured too. Imagine there were only seven of us running?! Yes! Pathetic seven! Ran with Linda and Sheryl. Was glad that they made me really want to push myself at some point of time with their encouragements and support. Feel bad for making them run at a slower pace cause of me though. :( Think I'm causing them to lose their stamina or something. :( -sigh- If only I could run like them. I hope. No punishment after that. Xueli was lenient with us in my opinion... Probably cause of the number of people.

Did gym, the usual 11 stations, one set each. Was in Xueli's group with Shuling and Fate. Quite fun. :D I was the first to do for every station, and so they used me as a gauge. -_-" So for every set I do, Shuling would have to do 5 repetitions more than me, Xueli 10 and Fate 15. Xueli insisted on them doing more than me no matter what since I'm junior! Tsk. So competitive ey. In a fun way though. Haha. Cause in the end... I tried ways and means to make them not hit their so-called target. Like doing 50+ dips after most of the weights stations. :X Man... They never do give up huh. Gah. And so. I'm the weakest amongst the group since I'm being used as the guinea pig. Hopefully I'll not be the first anymore. Not good. :( Nevermind, nevermind. I'll try again next week, the week after next, and so on. Until they can't hit their target one day. :D Aish. Sometimes... You need a tinge of fun, healthy competition to make trainings a whole lot less boring. Right? We can always train hard and improve... The fun way. I think this way, we'd improve more? Cause in another sense, it's less stressful. When you're stressed out... Something seem to always get in the way to improvements. -shrugs- Just a thought. Cause well. I always got to go shit before trainings. Trainings kind of freak me out. *_* I'm not the only one! So don't call me weird. Haha.

Dinner at Macdonalds, home sweet home. Alright. Off to do my tutorials and sleep before I'm late for my lecture tomorrow! :)

When hope seems bleak and everybody don't seem to be supportive, making you want to give up at some point of time. All you need is one word of encouragement and support from one person to make everything seem right and worthwhile to keep you going.

Everything will be right in the end. If they're not right, it's not the end.

Not until I say so.

Freaking tired. So freaking, freaking tired. :( But the moment my laptop is in sight, the fatigue seem to disappear. Queer isn't it? :X

Gah. Had practical at 8 in the morning today. I woke up to realise that it was already 7.30AM! Like oh my God?! Was pretty stunned for awhile on my bed before starting to rush for school. Reached school at 9AM. -_-" Wasn't too bad I guess... Considering I did make an effort to go to school. Was actually contemplating to skip. Decided to keep to my resolution. It's like only the second day of school since the new year. :X Mr Chong didn't say anything though. He just let me continue with the practical class going on. Probably cause they only just started?! He's always that slow. :/ Oh yar. He knows that I haven't been attending his lectures. -starts recollecting- Okay... I did not attend a single lecture of his last week. Great.

School's just yada, yada. Boring.

Napfa test for training! Oh man. Unexpectedly. Gah. Totally forgot that today's the first Tuesday of the month. *_* Didn't improve at all and didn't deprove much. What can I say. Hmmm. Pool rowing... Pretty fun. :X But my aching arms wasn't helping. Did gym yesterday with Linda. Dinner and home.

Man I think I better go to bed soon. Extremely tired. Wanted to sleep early on Sunday night. But I just couldn't! My biological clock's all screwed up! Tossed and turned in bed till about 4+AM and I was still awake. -_-" Wanted to sleep early last night too. But my arms felt uncomfortable due to gym. Ended up awake till I don't know what time. That's why I woke up late. Gah.

Hmm. Don't feel like blogging anymore. :/

-yawn-

Woke up only at about 3PM? Or was it later? Didn't even have a chance to have lunch. :( Maybe that's the reason why I've been losing weight. Gah. Been weighing myself... And my weight keeps dropping! Shall go weigh myself again on Monday. Hohoho.

Anyway, woke up and felt like being a good student for once. I decided to get some work done. But hey! Shit just happens whenever you think that way doesn't it? It isn't my fault. :X I just took a glance at my room and got so disgusted that I decided to spend the day cleaning it up.

Literally took the whole day to clean the damn room. Even missed dinner with the family. Wonder where they went. Oh. Heard Cheryl drove! That woman just got her license a few days back. Finally. Tsk tsk. Hopefully that'll mean I'll be spending less on public transport. :D Only managed to finish cleaning at about 1Am or so. Yeah, took that long. But still glad I did do that. Shall do my homework tomorrow instead.

Was watching CNN just now while having my packed dinner. The tsunami's really bad. They even had this footage of some guy filming his kids playing with water at the beach and suddenly there's this big wave coming up from right behind that poor girl! Swept them away. Wonder if they managed to survive. :( Real scary sight. Hmmm... Want to catch a documentary on tsunamis. Interesting. On the other hand, heartfelt condolences to victims of that terrible disaster. Hopefully everything would end soon. Dad says the worst part of every disaster is it's aftermath... Whether an epidemic would occur or not. An epidemic's much worse than the disaster itself. Sweeps the whole population in a very short period of time and it just spreads and spreads and spreads. Scary shit. If I'm not wrong... London had one a long, long time ago. Think I watched the documentary before. They had to put all the corpse in some underground tunnel and seal it. The word 'black' seem to ring a bell. -shrugs- Shall go check it out next time.

Hungry. :(

Oh I forgot to mention my important New Year resolution. It's... -drumrolls-

To try not to skip school anymore! :D Tough no?

Aish. Initially wanted to use the 'try to be more hardworking' one... But I tell myself that every year and it doesn't seem to work somehow. Oh well.