fydp madness.

the last few days or should i say weeks were madness.
i think i was on an emotional roller coaster.
then again, thank god it's over. okay at least for the first part.
waiting for the next part to come...

but okay, at least i got to know a couple of people better through fydp!
apparently there's 2 other people who has the same working habits and attitude as the both of us.
awesome, really. and we're pretty lucky we're in the same sub-group, at least for one of them.
the four of us stayed in the school's discussion room last night to finish up the first report.
nobody stay till 7-freaking-am one lo... and the rest went home to sleep. :(
it's kind of depressing... cause the four of us have been working on our part for the last few days till late.
cause the rest of them gave us their parts so late!
and like we're not even supposed to be the ones compiling the report. -_-Zzz

discussion room at B3 is like our second home already... i have phobia even walking past it now.
and the room is pretty big, we can usually squeeze our full force of 10 people in easily.
but the 4 of us were so tired we just lined our chairs backed up to one of the walls and sat there in a row.
so we can rest our heads on the wall to take short breaks once in awhile lol

maybe it's also a blessing in disguise... i'm pretty glad to get to know these two other coursemates before i graduate.
oh wells, better late than never right? :)
and though it was hard and frustrating work for us last night... okay larh quite "fun" in a way.
after awhile we were like going crazy... and talking rubbish... and doing stupid stuff.
we were like saying how we wished we knew each other earlier.

isn't it amazing how some people just cross paths with you in your life?
not the slightest idea how things would turn out, until it actually happens.

hope we're in the same sub-group together for the next report!
three of us confirm together... pray the other one can come in with us... though i think it's highly unlikely.
and now we know the working patterns and attitude of most people in the group.
hopefully we can be more efficient the next time round!

anyway i got back to hall at about 7+am and crashed... had coxing at 3pm bedok.
luckily cherlyn was working with me... if not i don't think i would have made it there. :S
they buzzed me so many times to try to get me to wake up... until they gave up.
mich walked all the way from her hall to my room and broke my door down to get me up.
okay no larh she didn't break the door, i left it open. lol
heng nobody really comes here... if not kena rob also don't know.

took a long long shower just now... to relax a bit.
yl even went to do facial today to reward herself for her hardwork last night. lol
how i wish i could have a good massage right now.

although we're over and done with the first report, handed in and all.
mood still feels heavy. so depressing.
i usually have the relieved kind of feeling after submitting something... but not this time round.
hrm group assignment this friday, and we haven't started... starting tomorrow...
2 quiz next week... hai.
looks like it's going to be another tiring week ahead...
just going to make the best out of all the circumstances...
too tired to do anything right now... accept whatever that comes...
i will get through... i know i will...
just keep calm. step by step.