choose one.

when it's already this far.
you're only left with 2 choices.

let go and be haunted by the decision for life.
stay, and fight till you're done.

sometimes i don't know what do i really want, i get confused.
but when i imagine myself tossing a coin to decide...
i would get the answer.
because i'll be praying in my heart, for one particular side of the coin to face up. :)

i feel down and out, so cliche.
but yeah, i do have my low periods, as emotionless as i may appear to be.
then again... i'm only human. i can't expect myself to be 100% perfect.
so there, i am allowed to make mistakes at times.
but i'll learn from them, take them with me, and move on.

i know what my decision is. i'm very clear about it.
i just need time to heal and reflect.

GO MEL!