mel is grouchy.

must be the milk powder.
or probably the heatiness.
god. i wish liang cha was readily available.
maybe i should just cut off ties with kopi and kopi-o.
and live on porridge.
but i think i will be even more grouchy if i do that. :/

life is already pretty sucky.
and now i can't even breathe properly. bloody hell.

got to control temper and be more patient.
i used to think i've got lots of patience to spare and am good tempered.
apparently not anymore. :(
whatever happened?!
or probably i'm not that kind of person in the first place.
i am confused.

aish.
i know i know.
i can do it. i can do it.
WHATEVER COMES!
JUST BREATHE!

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