had wanted to write some stuff earlier on.
but kind of not in the mood anymore.
shall try starting somewhere.

have you seen a PUB bill of $700+ before?
i have.
yup, that's my PUB bill for June.
find it hard to believe?
believe it.
we even called PUB to rectify. hur.

May's bill was $300+.
April's bill $200+.
bloody last month's bill was $700+!
that's like twice or more of the usual amount we've been paying.
and our lifestyle didn't change.
the only change was that Grandma moved in.
but how to believe that an old woman like her can use electricity equivalent to the 4.5 of us?
0.5 cause Cheryl don't stay everyday.

hai... don't know what went wrong.
it's time to start our Operation Save Electricity.

tomorrow after training i'll come home to clean my room.
cause it's in a mess with all the salvation army stuff which i have to send tomorrow.
and i better send them tomorrow.
been procrastinating like nobody's business.
shall faster pack/clean my room and faster send the stuff.
hopefully will be able to finish everything by evening.
before i go meet vivi to go to Jess's place.

after i'm done with my room, will find spare time on other days to do the house.
shall do cleaning and find switches to off. -_-"
still don't know what went wrong.
so better use all the energy saving tips.
i even went to National Environment Agency website to check out the tips.
need to switch off un-used appliances at the socket instead of just switching off the machine.
cause stand-by power will also use some energy.

hopefully i'll be able to finish cleaning/packing the house before school start.
but quite unlikely... left with about one week only. :(
29th July going Penang.
coming back on the 3rd of August, which is the official start of school.
damn fast larh. :(

oh and i just sent my new phone to Samsung for repair. -_-"
i realised one of the keys was a little bit loose.
better not take any chances since i'll be sticking to this phone for a couple of years.
so faster get it repaired when it's only a few weeks old.
but i read that the warranty don't cover buttons. :/
hopefully they'll be able to get it repaired for me for free.
can't imagine having a less than a month old phone which has a weak key!
will feel so... cheated. :(
plus the fact that it was Mum's birthday gift. :(

Dad's test result will take about a month.
so bloody long.
dislike government hospital. :(
hope he'll be okay. :(

feel so useless.
this whole holiday haven't been helping Mum at all. :(
totally hate this feeling.
maybe i should just part with my alcohol collection.
hai.

been feeling crappy these few days.
just feel like staying at home and plopping myself down somewhere doing nothing at all. :(
at least i won't spend money when i do that.
and i'll make sure i use the fan instead of air-con when i'm doing that.
see. that's how crappy i am.
hai.

seriously.
what can i do. :(

hai.
hope i can get through these soon.

i know i can and i will! -roar-

everything will be okay in the end.
if it's not okay.
it's not the end.